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Salamun salam and a very good days.. InsyaAllah hari ini saya akan kembali ke pangkal jalan. Hahaha. Takdela, balik rumah. Jumpa Mak, Bapak dan adik beradik. Si Cinta akan datang mengambil saya balik nanti. Wahhh, happy nya saya. Lama sangat dah tak jumpa. Eh, maaf lah bagi yang ingga membaca. This is my very own blog anyway. :p 

Penghabisan Semester Tiga ini meninggalkan banyak bakas di hati saya sebenarnya. Sebenarnyalah. Hmm, macam banyak. Memang banyak pun. Haissss, pening kepala tulis blog masa pagi buta macam ni. So babe, let's move on and move on la. Okay. Adakah saya akan menjadi insan baru pada next Semester (insyaAllah)? Kita tunggu dan lihat.

Saya ni bukan lah peninat Kpop okay. Tidak dan tak sama sekali. Tapi ada sekerat dua lagu yang saya tahu. Emm, maaf lah, orang sekeliling acap kali memasang beberapa buah lagu Kpop sampailah ada satu tu bunyik dia macam ni tau, "mekaci celaka" and I was like WHATTT? So lagu yang saya bagi ni, kira menjadi ikutan saya lah. Saya kenal lagu ni kalau tak silap masa Form 5 dulu. 2 tahun lepas. :3 Tujuan nya kerana lagu ini seolah-olah bagi sentimental value pada diri saya untuk tahun depan. Hahahaha. lol betol saya ini padahal tak tahu maksud lagu. :p Maaf lah kerana saya ambik lagu ini gara-gara tajuk dia yang agak cliché dan membawa maksud yang sangat direct dan bukan kerana lirik dia.

Agaknya lah kan, kalau lagu ini di translate kan kepada bahasa omputeh, mungkin lagu ini akan sama maksud dengan lagu Abang Akon kita ni.

Kalau lagu ni, kompem-kompem  la awak-awak tahu kan? Kalau tak tahu sila cakap anda jakun alias kuno okay. Hahaha. Atau mungkin kah saya akan jadi seperti ini?

Huahuahuahahahahahahaha. Lagu ini sumpah saya tak pernah dengar dan saya main ambik je kat You Tube. Tak berani nak scroll ke bawah lagi sebab takut ada video Han Han. Mana tahu Jalan Sunyi ke. Kalau Hati Sunyi takpela.

Konklusinya, (mentang-mentang mode orang ramai SPM, siap buat karangan lagi kan ada pendahuluan dan penutup) saya SUNYI kot. Hehe. Bye and Assalamualaikum w.b.t. La takhzan fellas.

Hakikat hari ini #metaphor!

Salamun salam and a very good days.. hebak ah update blog pukul 3:34 pagi. Hehe, tengah belajar la tapi belajar la sangat kan. Esok last payperrrr dan hati berbunga riang. Belajar pun gila semangat. Siap update status FB and Twitter pasal education lagi tu. Sejuk perut Mak mengandung. Hehehehe :p Alhamdulillah, cara belajar aku effective dengan menggunakan FB. Seriously this is not sarcasm. After all, we do have a group called United TESL Family (U.T.F.). We can share our ideas and opinions based on what we had learned in class. Some questions are quite tough and need factual answer so kene la belajar lebih sikit. Macam paper esok, Social Studies, basically kalau nak score kenalah rajin up-to-date pasal current issues. Kalau zero knowledge of current issues, for sure payah nak jawab kan? Huh, like a pro. Padahal sendiri masih terkapai-kapai and siap blur bile nak jawab soalan. Mehmehmeh :D 

Mak call tadi when I was about to sleep. Tahu-tahu je dekat nak Maghrib. Mak tak bagi tidur dan dia cakap lama-lama. Makk, sampai hatinya. Angah penat la. :( Tapi takpa, kalau Mak memang takleh nak marah lah. She knows, tidur masa Maghrib memang tak baik la. Aku ni pun species yang berperangai buruk nak jugak tidur. Pastu Mak ni kan, comel je. Hehehehe,dia cakap Miali (Uncle) nak bawak aku pergi KL cuti ni tapi dia cakap jangan excited sebab benda ni sebenarnya surprise. Tapi Makk cakap awal-awal. Dia excited lagi kott. Tula mode berangan datang balik. Hai, nampaknya 2 kali dalam tahun ini saya akan fly ke KL ye. Ehemm, jealous? :p

Hah, tu dia tu dia. Mode vacay datang balik! :)

Sudah, nak tido dah ni. Esok pagi exam pukul 830 pagi. Bagus la sangat kalau tak tidur lagi kan and sempat pulak nak update blog. Kalau tertidur masa exam sapa nak jawab? Haaa, better aku tidur seenaknya sekarang sebelum nightmare menghalang mimpi indah dari menyerbu. Bye and Assalamualaikum fellas. Have a great days and May Allah ease our ways to be somebody who are useful. Aminn :) 

p/s : Takziah kepada keluarga family Bapak, Wa Noh yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah. Semoga rohnya di tempatkan dalam kalangan orang yang soleh. Amin and Al-Fatihah. Setiap yang hidup pasti akan kembali kepadaNya. Itu pasti. La takhzan.

#helpless

Salamun salam and a very good days.. Penat nya otak berfikir. Aku harap akan diberi kekuatan yang superb untuk terus menjadi survivor. Kalau lah tak jadi pelajar cemerlang, aku pun tak tahu. Ya Allah, aku nak kuat kuat kuat setelah membaham kitkat tadi dan grilled burger dan bubur nasik berserta sardine tin yang enak semacam.Tapi malangnya sekarang aku mengantuk walaupun telah memanajakan otak dengan mengakses Facebook dan twitter. Last choice untuk aku membuka mata adalah blog. Tapi kalau tak berjaya, maaf buku. Aku harus menutup kau dan menyelimutkan badanku dengan comforter pink berserta busukk ku. Tapi aku seorang yang optimis, mana boleh tidur. Kena belajar sampai terpengsan atas keyboard. Lepas tu tak pasal-pasal kena jumpa doktor sebab terlalu expose dengan radiation that come from laptop and handphones. Tak ke naya bila dah ada penyakit. Dahla dengan Mr. Migraine yang asyik mengacau mimpi indah aku. Malam tadi Dato' cakap Malam Keliwon. Patutla aku berperangai syaiton malam tadi. Pastu Ika cakap mana ada, dah lepas dah. Tapi aku tak cakap malam keliwon dengan Ika. Aku cakap Halloween. Eh, Keliwon dengan Halloween tu sama ke? Aishh, kepala aku memang takleh nak berfungsi lagi dah. Malfunction mungkin. Nasib baik tak retarded. Hmm. 

Selamat Ngarem. Aku nyalau amu meneh meneh. Assalamualaikum. Stay happy babe!

Ignorance is Bliss.

Salamun salam and a very good days.. Sometimes if we had faced so much problems, it will teach us to be more mature. From these problems, you will learn to think positively, to figure out your problems and yeah, to survive. Indeed, you have SOME loyal people around you, they just can hear it but not solve it. Only you know how to handle your own problems. Lately, I've changed to someone who I think new. The new Fatin I guess. I tend to alienate myself. To show it with the a  clear statement, FOREVER ALONE. There is no one  isolating me or throw me out from their life but it's just what I want to. Yeah, I want to focus on my study and my exam but not getting myself into stupid problem. I am okay if there is people who like to share their problem and come to me, but to solve their problem is none of my business. Even my own problem, I could not handle it. How do they expect that I will hear and straightly solve their problem. I can hear, I can give my opinion but not let myself be one of the troublemaker. You know what, sometimes, if you ignore other, it is a bliss because you don't have to mess up yourself with others. I keep on motivating myself that I should not think of something unnecessary. No matter how good the motivator that motivate you, if you can't motivate yourself, you will fail in your life. Believe me, I'm a survivor. My only attention is my family. Seriously, what I do now and in future is only for my family. Man? Oh please, I'm done and I'm sick of this damn thing. 

No one but only my family. People around you will find you to seek for something that they can't handle and hoping that you will figure out the solution for them. Guess what, if they are done with their problems and they are dreadfully happy and enjoy with their fucking lives, YOU are no longer in their mind. They don't even know who you are or recognize you. They'll throw you away. They don't even remember who help them and who were with them faced those past stupid circumstances. I dare to tell you this because I am in this situation. So, I'm so sick with people. 

Girls out there, wake up babe. Be independent. Look forward. :')

Anyhow, I like to change something evil in me. Muahahaha. I don't want to be a centre of attraction anymore. I want to be an ordinary girl with an optimistic thinking. I don't even care if people don't like me but let me live the way I am. You hate me, ada ku kesah? You don't care about me, ada ku kesah? I only act to help what I think I can and where I just have the responsibilities to help. After that, it is no longer my responsibilities and you'll know how I act later. Kejam? Yep, hidup kena ada kekejaman sikit. After all, I am not an angel. There is no need of being hypocrite in front of public like posting in this blog to say that I am good enough like an angel if my heart say I'm not good. be yourself. People read this, they know how to act and think. Tak payah la nak baik sangat kalau hati kata tak. :p 

Mohd Fahmi, you'll understand this song later. 

Belajar untuk exam atau belajar untuk hidup ni? :p Wallahualam.