Assalamualaikum and Hi!
It's been a while since I last write about random stuff right? So, here I am. Spending a few minutes, alone, at the end of the block, searching for a better wifi network (what more to say, after we have GST kinda stuff, there's no way for me to subscribe for the daily internet. ANYMORE. Okay I might be joking.) and yeah, writing....
Few minutes ago, I was scrolling the timeline and accidentally found a video which my friends shared in their facebook.
Have you watch this video?
Since I don't know when was the exact date and time, I don't like to talk about my relationship because I think this story, I must keep for myself first. You know, people are just jealous sometimes. And I found it is not really a MUST to say what I'm up to. (Read: dating life).
I have a hectic life start from this semester. It is okay for me to not buy the prepaid for my phones nowadays. Well, if I really have to text whoever person I want, there's this thing called whatsapp. No, I don't have WeChat or other sms-based-application except for Whatsapp.
To be honest, I am not a sms kind of person. I will easily get bored after a few messages. I only text for a long time if there is any important thing to be told. Seriously, I don't go for what-are-you-doing messages for trillion times, guys. I'm this boring, I swear.
I even realize, even the closest person to me does not understand me sometimes. Perhaps most of the time. My heart is very subjective when it comes to expressing my feeling and proving things. Easy to say, I don't force people to trust me and if they don't trust me, don't expect me to kneel and beg them to trust me. I'm ego. Yes.
I asked my roommate, if she trusts me, if I said I'm single now. And she said, she might believes me but it might be a shocking news to her.
You see..
I let you to guess.
Back to the above video, when I watched the video, I cried. Well, I'm not wailing this time round. LOL. But it gave me that ouch moment. I might be at the wife position or the husband. Either way, I can. Depends on the situation.
Love is very subjective. I don't even know how to defines the word. Worst, I don't know how to express my affection because sometimes people are blind to realize even though they aren't blind. Sigh!
For me, there are two things in relationship that I really care and want.
1. TRUST
2. Read 1
Please don't get me wrong. I'm not writing this entry to show how silly I am or showing off my 50 sen opinion- I just can't stand people asking me. And i never share my problem specifically in a relationship to anyone. Not even one person. I don't like it. For now, come on guys, it's just a relationship without any ikatan or whatnot. Even if we have rezeki and jodoh, and we have problems (touche) I won't share it to anyone. This is personal. And I don't like people to interrupt in my relationship also. Err, third party alert.
We have a problem. We can't avoid, we can't run. It won't settle the problem. Not even by telling other people to interrupt as their smart-arse mouth won't help. How to define our maturity and seriousness in a relationship is to face it. Not running away.
Trust me: I just typed "Long Distance Relationship" and directly choose this video without watching it at first. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Above all, long distance relationship sucks!
Noite.
p/s: please check my grammar mistake.
