10 Facts About Me. (2018 Edition)

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

I know, as referred to the title, it is an old topic but, as the matter of fact, it is still relevant to talk to..

This post is meant for my own reflection and future reference, if I wanna compare my previous post about the same thing and the current one, the previous one was more cheeky and 'dakdak' sangat.. but if you ask me to change it or delete it, nah.. for this time, I just let it there. More to a history. (':

2018 Edition of 10 Facts About Me.

1. I have not read any book this year. I do read books but what I mean is I did not finished my reading until the last page. I always leave it halfway. Umm.. not even half of the book actually. 
2. Even though, I've been taking plane for quite number of times, I still have fear whenever I'm on the plane; what more to say, when there was turbulence and all. And I always alone. 
3. I do love to travel even though I have not get any chance to travel like my friends do. Not that the permission from my parents that still worries me, but you know, the adult things like planning a proper one, saving money, being paranoid and whatnot. #suchasians
4. My two most favourite hobbies are still cooking and writing. As for now, it is more to cooking. I always wanted to write and the ideas always play in my mind, but when I urge myself to write, suddenly I feel very awkward and I lost of words. Well, I need to practice on writing again. Hence, this blogpost is the starting point, I must say.
5. If you ask me if I rather choose to read a book or watching any videos besides the movies, I would choose watching the videos (read: informative) because I barely got my proper me-time to read the whole book in peace. Usually, when I started to read, I always feel bad for leaving my works (reports, and reports, and paperworks and forms and urgh these boring stuff) behind.
6. At the age of 25, I still have bantal busuk and I've upgraded to another 2 bantal busuk but not really busukla, okay la got elephants flushie. 
7. Losing people that I love is my biggest fear, although I know, from this very moment, I will lose someone in my life. In 2016, my late grandmother, in 2017, broke up the 7 years plus relationship, and now? Seriously, I'm not ready for anything. 
8. I always love bags and foot wears. Hence, I've quite many type of bags and foot wear, but I end up wearing the same shoes and bag. :/
9. In my previous post about facts about me (2014 edition), I wrote, I'm not a fan of kpop nor runningman. However, I've been watching korean dramas, runningman, korean variety shows and some catchy songs from 2016 until now. How it started? Because of the KDrama, Descendants of the Sun. Hahahaha shame on me!
10. Adulting sucks! Hahahahaha. Really, this really sums up my life right now. One thing that I cherish the most about growing up (old) is I have a nephew. He is the king to my kingdom. 

So it is actually 20 facts about me, but suddenly I become malas so... 10 it is! :p

Being 25.

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

Oh well, the perk of being an educator is when you're on a school break too, together with your pupils. But not gonna mention about kids here lol. This teacher really needs a break, not thinking about works obviously.

So, my holidays start on Saturday evening as my flight was on that day. 😖 On the very last minute, Dad called off their plan on having a short break to my sister's place; and I have to make a last minute flight booking which I got the 'best' deal only on Saturday evening. *meh*

Anyways, I'm home now and tomorrow, I have to leave again; early morning, we have to be on the road by 9 a.m. to my sister's place. Yes guys, there goes my holiday, my plans are all scattered on the floor. Well, literally. I was planning on baking a few cakes and trying out some new recipes but ... (you know what I'm gonna say. Do you?)

That night, upon arriving home near midnight (approximately 11 p.m) I went straight to see my babylove, Faaeq Aisy Anaqi (my nephew) and gomol-gomol him and melepas geram dan rindu lol. There goes my mom guys...... starting her muqaddimah.

Mom: How old are you again? You are 1993's kid, ait? 

(Pardon me, of course my mom spoke in our mother tongue. Later I tulis betul-betul our language, you won't understand it lol. So, here I translate it to you, k)

Me: 25. Why?

Mom: Haaa.. boleh la you kahwin.

Me: Hah?

Mom: Yaaa.. because you're 25 dah. I still remember your nenek said bla bla bla...

Me: *trying to digest what had my mom said* Mak... when I had a boyfriend, Mak tak bagi kahwin. Now, I takde boyfriend suddenly cakap I dah boleh kahwin.

Mom: Because you're 25 and your nenek cakap, perempuan if dah 25 tahun bla bla bla..

*like seriously mom?*

Me: I don't have a boyfriend, Mak.

*and continue gomol my nephew and changing the topic*

This issue might be a normal issue to most of you guys. But, lemme clarify a few things here.

First thing first, my mom or my dad or both my parents neverrrrrrr... talk about something like this to us. In a serious situation, and seriously mean what they say. What I can say is, thinking of my mom saying this thing seems unreal for me. I still in disbelief lol pinch me please!

Secondly, I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND. Yet. Since my previous relationship. So.. this issue is  stressing me out. In other word, I don't know how to react and how to feel guys. Maybe if I am still in a relationship, I might jump in joy and calling the guy to bawak his parents to come over and do all that jazz idk guys what do they do before kahwin? Merisik berpantun bersyair bersajak lol please shall we just proceed and just officiate the relationship? - yaaa..I'm that cool kid, I don't really prefer the step by step of the adat. I want it direct to the point. 😀😛

However, in this kind of life status that I'm having now, I feel a bit sad & stress. I can easily like people, but to love them, take the whole effort for me. It's not about trial and error thing, it's about a lifelong thing. Bukan main ambik sebarang then kalau tak ngam boleh buang. 😧

Thirdly, I tak banyak cakap when my mom said this. I was speechless and surprised at the same time. Why? See the first thing I highlighted above. Now that I remember about this thing, I regret that I didn't ask about any term and condition from my mother. lol. 

If she tak letakkan syarat and serahkan everything to me, then, I'm good. If I do have one that I want; and suddenly criteria tak menepati, means I have to work on this. Hahahaha. But please guys, my mom isn't that "mak-mak dalam drama slot Akasia, Jam 7 petang TV3"  k because I believe, every mom wants the best for their children. If bersyarat pun bukan nak mintak hati nyamuk 7 dulang pun hiks.💚

So maybe I should've asked her about calon menantu yang macam mana diluluskan. LOL

In all seriousness, I love my mom. She's so cute & slumber je cakap "umur dah 25, boleh la kahwin"

Okay cabaran disahut. I'm in!

💪