Past is past, let's look forward to your future.

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

First and foremost, I truly am sorry for taking to long to post a simple entry in this tiny tiny world of mine. The holidays were fully equipped with chores in the house despite for not going anywhere. No, seriously guys, I'm not going anywhere minus 1 week at my aunt's house sleeping next to my grannnie! 

Okay, let's make this short and straight.

Do you notice any changes in this blog? The obvious one? Yeah right, I've changed the template. To show my real maturity and the real Fateen I guess. The previous template looks cute but I've been listening to several comments (critics) from my friends that my template looks like a year-6-girl's blog. Okay okay, I change the template. Now it really looks like a real early 20s girl's blog. LOL

There are few things that I would like to say here. And I know, some of you are waiting for the next part for Sabar Itu Indah. Guys, I'm so sorry that I have to urge myself to tell you that sooner or later, I am going to delete every part of Sabar Itu Indah that I've published before. I know, I'm so into the novel like you that I'll feel so excited when I read your comments under the posts. But, I have to move forward. I'm going to send the manuscript of the novel to a few publishers real soon. I'm still considering the right medium for the novel and my other cerpens. I need to appreciate myself, really. I am considering some recommended ideas from my love ones. They ask me to give it a shot, sending my manuscript to the upper level. 

Dear my supportive friends and family (I don't take you as my followers/readers, you are all my family), I would like to thank to all of you for supporting me all this while and being loyal to Sabar Itu Indah. Don't worry, ada rezeki and all that, I'll let you know here okay, and I'll make sure F will let you know too. Even though, there were several attempts that had been made by you in order to meet me, and we still can't make it, I really really want you to know that I love you and I appreciate every single thing that you've said to me. Without all of you, takkan ada Em, Ann, Sofea dan Faiq.

Kalau rindu Sofea dan Faiq, singgahlah kat sini dan tinggalkan komen okay. Sofea dan Faiq pasti akan jenguk kat sini nanti. Dan yang penting, kalau ada rezeki, Sofea dan Faiq akan diceritakan dalam bentuk buku. In sha Allah. Tak ada rezeki pun tak apa, Sofea dan Faiq akan datang sini balik lah. Hehehe.

Actually, nak cakap pasal tahun 2014 tapi lupa. LOL

Oh the best part about end of 2014?

I met Abang Mie! Hehehe

What? Want bukti aa? Okay nah, nah nah!

Of, click on the photos for enlargement to see my eyebag, my jerawat and all.

He ate my nasi ayam penyet by the way! #boo

And I didn't do much during the holidays. Not even Part 15. So malas and so exhausted after signing in to housewife club. Hahahaha. 

But Part 15 will be the end of the novel and I can promise you, that is going to be the best part of the novel. Ceyyy.

Nah, here's another thing for you. The sneak peak for Part 14. And sorry, I MIGHT NOT publishing the full version here, guys.

Part 14 - Sneak peak

“Thanks sayang. 5 more minutes please.” Ann menyambut huluran baju yang dipilihnya daripada walk-in-wardrobe mereka. Muka Ann memang slumber sambil tangan sibuk mengelap rambut yang basah dengan badan berbalut robe. Pintu bilik mandi ditutup semula. Tak apalah Em, sabar itu indah. Maka, tunggulah dengan penuh kesabaran.

Tidak lama kemudian, Ann keluar dengan memegang pregnancy test di tangannya. Siap dilindung dengan tuala yang digunakan untuk mengelap rambutnya tadi.

“Actually, saya belum tengok lagi keputusan kat pregnancy test ni. Nak tengok sama dengan awak and nak tahu how we react.” Ann mengalihkan tuala di tangannya dan membawa pregnancy test itu dekat dengan Em.

Keputusan yang ditunjukkan pada pregnancy test itu membuatkan mereka sama-sama terdiam. Lama memerhati pregnancy test itu untuk menghadam apakah keputusannya. Em membawa Ann ke dalam pelukannya. Setitis air matanya tumpah. Dia tidak mahu menunjukkan riak wajahnya kepada Ann yang jelas masih memgang dan memandang pregnancy test di depannya.

Rezeki ada di mana-mana dan datang dalam pelbagai bentuk. Kadang-kadang apa yang kita minta dan harapkan kita tak dapat, tapi yang kita taknak, itulah yang datang kepada kita. Ann melepaskan pregnancy test ditangannya dan membalas pelukan Em.

“I’m sorry.” Itu sahaja yang diluahkan Ann di depannya. Makin erat pelukan Em.

“It’s okay sayang. Semua yang jadi ada hikmahnya.” Em memimpin tangan Ann untuk membawa Ann keluar daripada bilik dan turun menyertai Izah dan Hazwan yang sibuk bermain dengan Sofea dan Faiq. Baru turun satu anak tangga, Ann menarik semula Em masuk ke dalam bilik. Dia mengambil pregnancy test yang dilepaskannya tadi. Memerhati semula, sama ada terdapat perubahan ataupun tidak.

“Kita ada satu lagi pregnancy test yang Izah beli ni. Wanna try again?” Em mahu mangambil plastik di atas meja tepi katil tapi Ann menggeleng kepalanya.

“You know, we can’t change the result. Kita mesti terima dengan hati yang terbuka kan?” tangan Em diusap perlahan.

Sebaik sahaja turun ke bawah, Em terus menyertai Hazwan di ruang tamu sementara Ann dan Izah di dapur. Tak adalah nak memasak sebenarnya, lebih kepada memberi ruang kepada masing-masing untuk berbual bersama kawannya sendiri. Sofea dan Faiq hanyalah ubat nyamuk semata-mata.

So tahu tak negative ke positive? Cuba teka? Kalau banyak jawapan betul, saya publish part ni. LOL

Before I end my rumblings here, do you guys really set goals every year? Me? My new year resolution? I don't really have one. Seriously. But everyday, I have this one goal.. I want to be a better person both dunya and the hereafter. That's all.

Thanks. Love loads! Kalau yang baca sampai habis tu untunglah dapat tahu sneak peak part seterusnya Sabar itu Indah. Kalau boring dan tak habis baca, tak tahulah ada selit antara part terakhir dalam Sabar Itu Indah. Hehehe

Night. Assalamualaikum.