Happy 21th Birthday Sayanggg!

Salamun salam and a very good days.. I was so exhausted last night that I just went back from Bon Fire thigy with the IPG Teknik at 11.30+ p.m. Okay super penat! But Alhamdulillah masih lagi diberi peluang untuk stay sehingga ke pukul 12 tengah malam sebab nak wish Encik Mohd Fahmi birthday dia. And amma da first (I'm the first)! Yeay!

Siap bagitau lagi, sorry tak bagi hadiah sebab saya kat sini (Rajang), awak kat sana (Kuching) 360km apart! Ihiks :)

Tapi tapi tapi, I made something different last night, and I told him, "...the first present for you sayangg, I'm gonna sing you a song, SEDETIK LEBIH" (Sila ketawa terbahak-bahak kawan-kawan)

Dulu bukan main lagi tak minat lagu ni, kata takda standard (berani kau Fatin!) tapi Abang Anuar, saya telah meminati lagu anda! wuuhuu.

Bukan tak pernah berlagu dengan Fahmi ni, tapi malam tadi lagu dia lebih ada sentimental value dari biasa. Selalunya saya akan terpekik-terlolong menyanyi depan dia (tak ada unsur malu disitu). Okay lah part saya terpekik ja, suara tetap merdu. Tapi part dia, kalau dah nyanyi (selalu dalam kereta), mesti terus rasa nak bukak pintu kereta dan membenamkan diri di tepi-tepi rumput jalanan ekoran Fahmi telah menyahkan lagu-lagu orang sedunia. Wahahahaha. (Hari ini saya aneh sedikit okay)

Sorry, just kidding babe! Well, Sayanggg, happy birthday. Semoga panjang umur murah rezeki, terhindar daripada segala musibah dan penyakit. I love you so much sayangg. XOXO. Sorry for bad habit including marah-marah, tempered, merapu dan main-main banyak serta tak da banyak masa dengan awak. Maaf Zahir dan batin. Ihiks :p  (umpama ucapan raya ye?)



Till then, Hugs everybodayyyhhh. Salam :)

Sat agi..sebentar lagi..few minutes more!

Salamun salam and a very good days.. Tengoklah betapa handalnya saya sekarang ni ya tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian alam. Sebentar lagi (kurang penegasan), SEBENTAR LAGI, saya nak exam. Tapi menyempat pulak nak update blog kan? Handal sungguh! Haha. Pasal semalam dah gigih menelaah, sekarang ini dah tak dapat nek menerima lagi sebarang ilmu yang nak dibelajar. Padahal ada lagi 2 bab belum cover. Ada nilai sadism di situ.

Bukan saya memandang enteng perihal exam ni (dahlah ada contribute dalam final. Gila?) tapi sungguh, saya dah tak dapat lagi dah nak belajar. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah saya ya. Redho je laa. :)

kata-kata motivasi daripada Abang Tatum kita :)

Semangat tau, hari-hari mengadap abang Tatum pastu puji saya cantik setiap masa tengok lappie! Mana tak semangat kalau hotsetapp puji walaupun dah menjadi laki kepada Kak Jenna kita. (Please la blah) Hahahahahaha.

Tu je laaa, nak mencuba nasib bukak buku balik. Hari ini ada 2 papers okay! Selamat maju jaya kepada sendiri dan assalamualaikum awak semua. Big Hugs!

p/s: Happy becoming birthday to my one and only Fahmi. I love you :*

Check in versus check up..

Salamun salam and a very good days.. Two days ago, Shen Ming (Ting's new panggilan, hopefully this spelling sounds correctly) and me had a conversation. Well basically, it was all about her health. I think I never mention about Ting specifically here. She is an athlete and a very good dancer but yeah, opposite to meeee! Say what? ihiks! Tidak mengapa itu bapak-bapak ibuk-ibuk seyy. Bukan kah hidup ini saling melengkapi yang mana saya faham seorang sahabat haruslah mengisi kelemahan or kekurangan sahabat yang lain. Macam saya ni orang nya sangat "AKTIF" bersukan jadi Ting pulak "TIDAK AKTIF". So bukankan itu kita kategorikan sebagai balance life personality tuan-tuan puan-puan? :p

Budak ni kan, dia memeyyy gigih bersukan. Okay, gigih sangat! Sampai makan minum kesihatan boleh pulak letak kat mana-mana dia nak sampai lupa pulak kan? Sebagai seorang kawan yang budiman seperti Jozan, (ceh, blah lah) saya selalu mengingati beliau akan kesakitan perut kepala kaki tangan dan apa-apa yang sewaktu dengannya. 

Yesterday, I watched Ting and her group, dancing their modern dance at the hall. To be exact, practicing for the IPTEK people to come over our beloved Rajang next week! After that, kita cakaplah. Perempuan kan, kau menari boleh gelak gila-gila pastu buat adegan labio-dental nya. Bahaha *budak TESL pasti tahu macam mana punyaa*

Dia cakap dia nak buat check up pasal kesihatan dia. Athlete kan probability nak injured ke apa ke tinggi. Takdela dia injured teruk, just nak pegi check kot-kot ada ter-accident tak sedar. kann? Jadi nak dijadikan cerita, I agreed with her decision yang nak pergi ke private clinic. (Gov. clinic punya hampehhh kat sini)

"haa..after your dad bank in some money for you, then you go to check in directly laa.."

Niat pada asalnya nak bersetuju kemudian terpesong apabila bakal cikgu omputeh tersalah penggunaan vocabulary. Shame on me. Bukan tersalah, tapi macam fossilize tau tak? Dalam kepala hotak nak cakap "check up" tapi makcik dah tua kan, salah sebut pulak. :p

Check-in is the process whereby a person announces their arrival at a hotel, airport, sea port or social network service.

Check-Up was a Canadian medical information television series which aired on CBC Television in 1963.

ehsan gambo: phone canggilh Shen Ming :)

Yang jadi best nya, Ting pun angguk-angguk mengiakan kata-kata saya? Cakap sapa tua jugak? Hahahaha. Bukan apa, kami berdua lamaaa sangattttttt dah tak bercakap-cakap, pastu bila dah cakap balik kan, macam tekun mendengar sampai error in speaking pun tak nampak. 

We both only sedar after makan malam, kami cakap and I told her actually I salah sebut. Padahal dia pun tahu masa tu saya salah tapi tak cakap sebab conversation masa tu macam serious kan. Bila dah buat salah masa serious ni macam boleh dimaafkan beserta tiada troll. Kalau troll ada pasti gelak teguling-guling sampai pentas dewan pun runtuh dengan daifnya. Alamak, personifikasi di sini. 

Baiklah, saya ni konon nak belajar, tengok-tengok benda ni pulak yang ditelaah. Bagus betul teladan engkau Fatinnnn. Selamat tengah malam dan I nak belajar. gigih ni cakap nak bagi awak semua percaya yang saya nak belajar. Assalamualaikum and hugs!:p

Try to take it positively instead of feeling offended!

Salamun salam and a very good days.. Last night, I posted 2 videos on my keek acc. The videos are about my lil bro's vid, Irfan and the fav lil cuzzy's vid, Dhiya. After posted the videos on keek, I shared the videos on my Facebook and Twitter as well. 

Here's the story begin..

Under the video, I tagged my aunt's FB. And the husband commented on the link. Well, to be so damn clear, the video named, 

"#Dhiya is wearing my drees?LOL"

Her dad, commented and said " LOL stands for Lucifer our Lord, think of it.. selamat beramal". At the very first place, I was quite shocked and got angry with such comment. All this while, I like to use the word or acronym "LOL" and you can even see it on my previous posts. Like so many many times I used it. Personally, I only know LOL stand for Lots of love and laugh out loud! If I know that word means Lucifer our God, for God sake! I would never used it. 

So, I asked Nora about this matter, and she shows me the article about this LOL thingy. Even YOLO, the latest acronym for me (pardon, I memang kuno pasal lambat tahu benda macam ni) also has another meaning which obviously L = Lucifer! Ya Allah, kalau saya memang dah tahu takkan nak membodohkan sendiri guna such word kan? I know my limit and what I'm doing. 

For some reason, I understand if the intention is just to make things right. Perhaps, last night I got too emotional that I feel like marah and you know what, somehow, it gives the chance to people (orang yang tak kenal saya, random makhluk yang lalu kat FB saya) to judge me. Who knows? I don't care if I make any wrongdoings and people judge me. That's what I deserved to. Kan? In this matter macam takleh terima lah for me because I really don't mean it. 

I wanted to sign in my Facebook again and try to makes thing clear but unfortunately I can't! Elaine's broadband which I used before, reaching its limit. Connecting to IP's wifi macam haremmm takleh nak connect barang 1 bar pon! Nak pinjam lappie kawan, agak-agak lah kan? :/ *punching all around*

Dah nak menangis nak mintak tolong sesapa yang sudi tak terkata jugak. *almost burst into tears*

After taking some times to think, I reflected back what I did. Macam dah ada keberuntungan bila tak bertindak dengan emosi dan tak dapat online facebook malam tadi untuk balas balik apa orang cakap yang nampak sangat tak sama dengan niat asal saya. I think I just let it be there. Bukan saya mengiakan kata-kata orang untuk menampakkan saya betol-betol salah (padahal tak pun) tapi memang taknak kot. I think there's another way to makes thing clear. Like takyah guna LOL or kurangkan untuk mengelakkan orang cakap bukan-bukan tentang kita. LOL YANG SAYA GUNA ADALAH LAUGH OUT LOUD and LOTS OF LOVE. There's no other meaning and apatah lagi meaning yang bukan-bukan. 

P/S: In sha Allah I try to take it positively. And I cant promise to not use LOL but I try to minimize it. Tapi memang I nak stress that LOL for me is lotsa love and laugh out loud. maybe i dont have to use acronym! Kot? nanti apa-apa salah lagi. Kesian sendiri. Untuk jaga nama baik semua orang termasuk sendiri, I try! Doakan saya :") *wanita beremosi disini. gelak meriah* <--- Pengganti laugh out loud!

Hijaber's perception.

Salamun salam and a very good days..

This photo was taken few years back, when the first intention of wearing hijab suddenly comes. It was Mom's tudung that I wore after attending a kenduri at my cousin's house. *looks like the face is burning and the teeth are blinking and oh, a bit berisi I guess*

with the roommate, Shasha

After 3 years, Alhamdulillah. It was hard at first but finally I've made it. Yeay!

Model Pelajar PBSM. Ihiks! :) Monday always blues! Tatatititutu ya'll. Salam