better decision..i believe!

Salamun salam and a very good days.. After I removed your contact from my skype, I feel like I am enough of this. I am okay as long as I don't have to think of other problems. And yet, I have to take the responsibilities of your problem. I am in misery. I am done and what I do is for my own sake. All this while, I realized that, one who I trust, is the one who does those craps on me. I helped you but when it comes to me, you are pretending. Pretending that you care, but you are not. Talking rubbish and guess what, you are such a back stabber, liar! Seems like you're taking things for granted. Like "bila susah baru ingat, dah senang, senang lepas and lupa"

I don't mind losing a friend, someone who used to be the one I care and put my trust on before because I want to make things right. 

Stay away from my life. I have my own life and you do. You have your own. I feel so sick that I have to  keep this from Fahmi ever since I was too scared to tell him. Because of you, I have this massive problem. And, after we have the right time, I'll tell Fahmi what is it actually. God, help me! 

I know, Fahmi will always be by my side.  And thanks to my family and friends  as well.

You...

Salamun salam and a very good days..

I miss you. That is all I can say. We are both need some space for now. We are not okay but I am sure, tomorrow we will be like before. 

My tambi, my hubby, si chubby, itu Fahmi :) LOL

Love you sayangg, 

Fatin 

Safi is the beauty secret. LOL

Cliche Title huh? :p

Salamun salam and a very good days.. I have a bless skincare. LOL Since I was in Form 1, I started to use facial care. It was from facial cleanser to "popo amoi". :)

Influenced by some people, I started to use other skincare like compact powder. I only started to use BB Cream when I am in this university life. Tu pun sebab Mak yang beli. Hahah. Bertuah! It is not that I asked her to buy for me, but I am kind of I-don't-care type of girl. For me, as long as I don't have any pimple, I don't have to find other beauty care from all over places. 

Last year, I changed my facial cleanser from Safi to Melilea. Yeah, I know 1 bottle of Melilea Cleanser worth for 10 bottles of Safi. *trying to compare the price and guess what girls?* Price don't promise you any changes after all. You can't say from ugly Betty, you will turn to Cinderella though! Hahahahaha. *joke*

And now I am using Safi again. It was like a mistake for me to use Melilea. I think, my skin doesn't suit for expensive beauty products. lol. When I was using Melilea, all the pimples which never (i mean jarang la) come out from my face suddenly exist and it was very itchy and kind disturbing me as I like to touch it. Some of pengguna tegar melilea told me, it was the first stage of the treatment. You know what, since the first time I used it until 2 and half months, the pimples are still there. People started to ask me even my mom.

I decided to use Safi products till then the pimples are all gone! Alhamdulillah :) Now, I am using the other Safi's product which is the toner. After having so many outdoor games and activities like BIG and exposing myself to the sunlight, few people realize that my face get burned! Me too! Pedihnya Mak aii, sakit! Then, I asked the roomie about all these stuff. And yesterday I bought the toner. Well, it is so refreshing so far!

As a student, I always sleep late. Not really due to the bundle of homeworks but as a teen, going online etc etc are the reason why I sleep late. This cause lingkaran gelap bawah mata. Your eyes will looks like panda and it's not cool man! And i bought Safi Eye Contour Cream. Well, it works well on me. 

Conclusion, Safi is Selamat dan Suci. Have a blast darlings. XOXO

Pardon any mistakes. Malas nak menyemak. Hahaha !

The plain us..

Salamun salam and a very good days.. I am kinda girl who wants a perfect relationship. I lives with my flaws but what I am expected my boyfie would be, is just like a Mr Perfect or Mr Know It All *Do insert Kelly Clarkson's song here babes*

We often quarrel and seldom act like we are suppose to. Sometimes, we just can't cope with it when we are in front of people especially family. They will know if we are okay or not. Just have to look at our expressions though. LOL. 

We can be so sweet at one time but but but, we can be so hot-tempered look at the same time. Well, according to the stage of the quarrel I think. The issue always come from me. Weehaaa. At first, I'll be blaming him all around and you know when girl get so pissed off, everything seems to be so wrong and bla bla bla. Ihiks. Salute with those who are so so so kind-hearted who simply accept the sorry. I think Mr H is struggling pretty much in this relationship. Ironically, I will act like nothing happen and deep inside me is like hellyah! Nobody's know but God knows.

The point here is, even we often quarreling, but we still trust each other. Love birds? No we aren't. We are who we are *suddenly Ke$ha appear*

I hope we can keep the word TRUST in us always and forever *Taylor Swift pulak! Duh!* 

Doing his "Don't Say Any Word" pose with bro, Mukhriz! Pengaruh Jozan

Quite a few people asked me before, 

Fahmi tak malu ka bawak beg u? Like some guys, they just pretend to do so. Perhaps a lil bit shy"

Nope! he's not shy. Langsung tak. Everytime I ask him, "Do you feel ashamed bringing my bag Honey?"

He will smile and proudly said, "Not even 1%!" Boleh caya ke tak? You see the picture then. I am kind of girl who always bring my bag (slingbag, handbag, backpack, goodie bag etc) when I am going out. By the time I went out with him, only for the first 30 minutes I carried the bag on my own, then I asked him. Hahahahahaha. Well, that's us.

Ads: I sort of experiencing new addictions nowadays. LOL. After Glee, I am sakai with WeChat and the latest is Keek. But seriously, tak reti. Kalau Encik H tahu I'm gonna die. Ihiks! 

Have a beautiful weekends ahead guys. Got load of assignments need to be done in few days. XOXO

Bonding Vacation with Loves!

Rakyat yang terlibat :p

Sexy Irfan with his swimming trunk! :p

Salamun salam and a very good days.. hye ya'll! It's been a while since I last blogging. Kinda miss this hobby but due to the super duper hectic life as a student prevent me to write on this other world. lol.

The are like bunch of stories that I would like to write here but ya, everytime I logged on this account, everything seems to be lost and running out from my memory. Okay, take a deep breath first ladies and gentlemen.

Last week, after I had done with my School Based Experience (SBE), my family and I went to have a so-called vacay. Well, perhaps we are not travelling at other place, so I just consider this as a "so-called". Haha. Neve rmind then, as long as I spend my precious time with my family. Right?

So, I was on Friday noon after the dudes performing Solat Jumaat, we headed to Damai Beach Resort which took about 45 minutes from Mommy's home. (Mommy is my Mak's sister who is my siblings' "Mama Angkat". On the previous day, I had booked a chalet for us worth RM225! It's reasonable babes. After all, I was using my another aunt's name and had some sort "diskaun" thingy. Ihiks! :p

this is how the chalet looks like.  quite big and all are in!

Straightly after arriving the room, these little kids immediately changed their clothes to swimming attire.

Warming up I think! :p

Then, after an hour, we went to the beach, Firstly, we were swimming and playing with the "ombak rindu". For a few minutes only, we stopped playing at the seaside and guess what? We played beach volleyball together. Only us, the siblings and Bapak. I was so shocked to see my dad playing volleyball. Like a boss! Hahahah. But, he was a volleyball player back to his school life. Even Fuad cannot play as good as he did. Well, Fuad only loves football and futsal and other sports are just plain-interest perhaps!

5 siblings plus the Dad, Big Boss!

While Mak and Nenek on the other hand were sitting and yeah, credit goes to Mak for these photos. Hahahaha. Back to the swimming pool, then Bapak teach Mukhriz, Effa and Irfan swim while Fuad struggling under water holding his breath. Ahaks! At the same time, we were "cuci mata" watching all the Mat Salleh mingling around in their bikinis. Uuuuhaaaa. Nenek is mengucap! hahahaha.

That night, we went to Damai Central for our dinner and hanging around. Lots of Mat Salleh there were eating our local food while ironically, I ordered Chicken Chop!!!! Terbalik pulak kan? Mengada!

The members minus Fuad ( He was taking the photo though)

Fact: Mak and Bapak both can swim while the children are all non-swimmers! Tak reti berenang langsung tapi dak laki-laki The Kamarudins are willing and dare to learn indeed. The girls are just "ayu"! Hahaha.

The Hero and Heroin of The Kamarudins!

Till then, Assalamualaikum babes. XOXO :)